Well, here we are again, I am going to stop apologizing for my lack of updates >> I just never do them any more, be it slow connection, work I need to do or mostly, just plain laziness >>

From my previous list I have completed absolutely nothing, I have become quite lazy recently, and even though I would like to point fingers to what could be causing it I seriously think it is only myself ^^'

Main things to talk about in this journal, a rant, I really envy anyone not living with their parents... yes, I know for some it's probably hard, but you have your own time, the decisions you make are your own. I can never set up a schedule for myself, everything I do is governed by my parents. I am alone at home for maybe... 2 hours a day, if I am lucky. I don't know why my parents need me so much, or what they will do once I leave home, but to be frank, I do not care. I just know that I need to get out of here sooner rather then later >>

Just to add, it isn't my choice staying here, I just can't afford moving out at the moment, since I don't have anyone that would move in with me to share the rent and I doubt I would be able to make a salary that could cover that. I am still without work, haven't completed college yet, but I started looking for work again. If I can get a temporary work and get things sorted to head to the UK at the end of the year, then things would be utterly great, still the current economic crises giving me doubts, but still a while between now and then.

Last thing that I am willing to say in this journal, last weekend me and my dad went on a hunting trip, drove about 1600km in total for it ^^' I was only meant to go shoot warthogs, but my dad talked me into shooting a bless buck >> First time shooting with a hunting rifle was 1 week before that, so I wasn't in very good practice at all. The strange thing was, I got one on the second shot, were as my dad didn't get one the entire hunting trip ^v^ That was an upside, I still don't know how I am suppose to feel about it to be honest. I mean, I took the life of another animal... but it was for food, so is that alright...? A down side though was that I had to eat the liver >> Stupid South African traditions >>

Anyway, last thing, still working on that website with Articuno, moving along pretty nicely ^v^ I hope I can complete that soon, I need to get out of my laziness...

Well, that is all for this random journal, I will see if my connection will allow me to upload a picture, but until next time, take care all!